except, once... the winter gone
all future anything, now in one permanent home
where someone kindof showed me.... to let go....all the way...especially 'bodily'... and i rather like my video channel there, that continues, from "THE BEGINNING"
And anyway, the complete lack of nuance, feeling, and one dimensionality in almost all online anything, only lead to jumping to silly childlike conclusions, as it seems our children have been brainwashed to do...I sought only grown up allies. And in almost the ultimate Dostoevskian nightmare scenario, it seems most of them are stuck in this false childlike sweet-talk, and that was never how to 'change' anything...
