Ohh there is years in this
The complete and utter acedia of the church.
And i saw it through another so damn sweet and intelligent and she also would say " my ohhh my.... there i was at their door in the pouring rain of Newquay... monsoon! and they wouldn't let me in...involved in some cliquey in-group soul aggrandising meeting..."
And then 2020 my friends....as much as anyone ever is, friends of half a decade, i needed no ones help but did they actually assist anyone else in a region where yes there are many old lonely folk, unable to get to the shops...?
Nope...and i have it on audio chronicle. Many many a time over a decade....
They are frozen .. rabbits frozen in the oncoming train and actually do wreck 'community' by their fakery. Even f they may well be 'doing their best' their institution does need a bit of HELP...with lets actually hear some TRUTH... so you can get your 'house' in order...first
Which doesn't bother me, except far moreso in fact the 'new age' naval gazing - all over, everywhere, especially nicer rural areas, has meant that every single supposed eco minded 'concerned citizen' i have engaged with for years - often at great cost to myself - time wasted which i should have used to be earning or other things... ever single one so so so stuck in gazing at their naval - i.e. 'wellness' and inner soul'work'... that they don't have one that's any use to society and never ever ever did what they said they would just to maybe organise a little to protect local rivers.
Yep...all neurotic self affirmation.
But what is the self for if not to actually function a little functionally within the time immemorial need to balance and monitor opposing forces and powers and money which would indeed selfishly exploit people and environments...
Nope... there aint no hope.
Which i have a simply superb chronicle of chronicling reality... of people i have MET
#1 commandment
say what you mean
mean what you say
May has well have been sharing that with zombies or corpses the last 15 years...
