is a phrase i thought that I had 'used up' a little while ago.
hahh hahhh....
[crap like that started all the rest of the crap, and crap]
But 'revenge' is an awful word for emotional and 'spiritual' eejits ...who never believed in themselves.
And that there is no knowing, anything, especially what next.
Especially when
You have her perhaps where she needs to be.... for her
Not me.
Universalism means whatever anyone may try
to think.
There is only one universal law
And it must be adhered to, no matter what they may think.
And as those fabulous Portuguese once said "for the English..to see..."
It isn't a compliment.
So, using ...herr... that isn't a typo, eleccy....
T's... tzzz time for a Tammy overloaD...
the way.. they... yes they are
certainly a 'them' hate it...when i write to them rationally and with true
zen and fucking up their arses 'spirituality' very early...
very early in the day...
cos days start at fuckin well
before Dawn
But then one cannot swear especially how it has become the default language of those even taking the tourist dollar ...loudly, and for 'effect', and thus.
Well one is stuck when there is no propriety
Well one knew that years ago.
Starting with herr...of course.
But it is the true very very 'aggressive', fuck em with their false spirituality - for cash.... that really really does hurt, them
when
they get a zenned answer to their nasty little foul
language
at well well
before dawn
Always.
But then she is nothing when even that Tam .. cannot get beyond her absurd little assumptions the other side of her Zoom screen...
Amish means amish...small a
And all fakes are Fakes, big f
But the true zen is to never ever for a millisecond whether or not they are a figment of the quantum fields so called universe, ezzz ...imaginary effect or neigh...
All that matters is even, now... to not wish one millisec to have been different is more than their awful little word, zen.. they preach without having one smallest understanding of what it may REALLY mean...
It means exactly this second, now.
And that slightly overused word, by me,
Not real...lly
kairos.
Just got defined
In a way that My Man
Montaigne, will be so passive aggressive kleptomaniac narcissistic personality disordered up his wife's one whether or not he actually did bend her over his aga or not, or maybe it was hers... cos i know one thing that rewriting history as to just how poor and agaless all those historical babes were, does nothing for the actual today feminism of so called...woman.
English ones at least.
I think 'kairos' actually means something else
And we cannot say 'liminal' as that word was stolen, too
by every fraudstress who is trying to keep hold of the county funds.
when they should be used to keep peeps, alive
Which means "dont go waste your one good winter afternoon of decent weather listening to these pious creeps going on about death, assume nothing...i should be dead...but live better in every moment than anyone else i know...by far....
"And thank god - i mean really really thank the gods of kairos the real ones.... that Tammy said 'i think not'
"not that she can think....
" because whatever the words are and i can spend ten years hence pondering what they should be - the final draft...
"no one would believe, anyway.... that this life, especially that which started near three years ago
"can be so utterly glorious almost every day in fact the inglorious are now required
"and even can be a period of your so called, time...when not only does the treble Nobel deserving piece of actual glorious literature - the most glorious of all, and i know my lit, surface...
"but there we - errata, you..were: peakest little lockie number two, someone bored...time on their hands....
"[ to think you fat cunt ... you can slander me and enjoy besmirching every bit of me, all you wish from dawn every day, but.. she may well be in terms of skintone, your'n 'sister'.... and in this she is two years older than you.... to think due my fattist prejudice never mind any other as a younger man likely in fact sure as ferrits are 'fuzzies..'.... but most days now i take her with me ramblin...in fact fast marchin up even the steepest hills....yes i desrve to be thought a cunt what kind of cunt holds in the palms of his hands.. just her and i and another lonely drunk that night.... holds them .... THEM! .. she too drunk to not even notice that she needed em propped up - 'help'...as she crawls up on that little stage.... but matey, she was.... not quite as good that night as thirty years hence... makers your false smiley crap look the false fake che t-shirt crap it is.... she never moaned.... she just... is... the one and only real one... ever .... and to think once i held...] to think....
" to think...Tammy, never deserved her 'perch' cos... she couldn't not only keep it up, but understand that kairos is real... it may come along at any time, and say i an live for real at last now, free...every day...always... and "
