Sunday 9 October 2022

The beginning

 Now really it starts two Homeric time periods ago - on the day Saddam's statue is pulled down....two sat aghast watching,  not because of hat but because they were FREE..

on a big boat...

free at last


But you will never know that unless you are the only one who just maybe for some bizarre inverse stalking rule of the universal universe reads my fabulous emails but still sits sulking....s she knows the most precious of all stories, and no one else....

so if you think you are entitled to mindfulness then fuck off right now as entitledment has to be earned...



and there are hree other rusty full up laptops too but you can't have EVERYthing...yet




Now, this post shouldn't be extant. yet...
Even if for four years i have wanted to look at her again.
Because she started 'it' - the latter phase...


But as the legal people (she isn't one i think we have established..)  say "housekeeping" ... Nicola accused of being rude to Tories on the Sunday sounds of he 70s news just now....


If only these people would think. Me I am left of Che Guevera's dirtiest well used t shirt  (cos i know being rich makes people ill i new many very vey vey rich folk.... my disconnected brother was on the wireless with one in the last few days....made him a ....errata, them.... conceited nasty people 40 years ago !!)

Tories jobs is to be tories.....no the issue is he fakes... those whom pretend to 'heal' or care... for many a large pot of gold....  when in fact they are defrauding one of all that ever matters: the limited social 'capital' in any region of Thatcherites even if they pretend they are not: TIME

They steal the time and oxygen which people like me needed to use for actually saving rivers ...and creating good solid bridgey alliances among all suposed interested parties....rather than spend time endlessly repairing those that these backstabbers have stabbed away at even though they ARE invited to the party....which has limited timespan as we are obviously all 'busy'....especially when one needs to meander half an hour to the local party...

 

Tories are easy... fake 'concerned' citizenry are not so easy..... they really do desrve it in the neck so the next generation LEARNS... ..as AC Grayling said to my face at great length in the following year ...me and him huddled aside a town square plotting......one year on  from the year it started


we all only have so much spare time and when they fake charmy take interest then only ghost....time after time after time....

one should make a poem about them. i have many


but to begin with the inspiration

(this standby computer of course some setting is different so the extremely sticky keyboad will make many an error - not my ault guv....and what certainly aint me is i ain managed to figure how i turn sell check on when all the others it comes on by default...i think

i dont need to think or even use machinery for what next, as the image of those arms.....simply changed my life. And the four years since havent for a millisecond dulled the mental picture still sharp as if i am sat fifty foot from her with my jaw on the floor...

And then i saw her smile.

She's in there somewhere....

the ten terabytes carefully clngfilmed.... even with anti damp dusty stuff...


tiz time...kairos time :-)  even if thats a tautology....